i'm thinking how i've realised i've done alot of things in the past 2 years for the wrong reason(s). i mean it would have been a lot easier if the reason never came into the picture but i guess i couldn't help it. moreover, sometimes this reason maybe pushed me some along the way but did not help but also mislead in some instances. well... i've gotta learn.

on a lighter note, the platoon are THE CHAMPIONS! now how awesome is that. its been one awesome 9 months filled with ups and downs, great joy and miserable heartbreaks. that moment this afternoon was worth it.