what a way to end off term before we really need to hit the books.

teachers' day today.
e performances were gr8.
dance was nice. u all looked hot in ur outfits too. haha.
debbie, lulu, martin, jonathan, luoer, annabelle, anastasia, lynette.
u guys did well enough. dun worry.
haha. i tink tat's all e dancers i actually know.
sry pple. but i didnt really get to know u all after one dance session in feb.
gee. sometimes i wish i didnt leave:(

chee ang is the shit.
nice natural sound system man.
ur beatboxing is really damn nice.
and its so damn good too. haha.

i love my jiejie's singing.
but i love my jiejie more! hee xDDD
deborah!!!
ur singing so good.
work more on ur position worr.
must win sth next year in A Div ^.^

went back to sji.
met a whole grp of 424 pple.
tink abt half e class returned today.
ahhh. e nostalgia.
its just very sad that there wasn't a teachers' day celebration.
hope e return of e old boys was more than good enough to make up.
saw Ms. Kaur, Ms. Tan, Mr. Kwang, Ms. Foo, Qiu Lao Shi and Mrs. Ang again.

met debbie, karthi, tusha, cheryl, chee ang(beatbox) and charles at marina square.
haha. it was a funny day.
nice to have gone out with them.
shucks. i missed bowling. haha.
did alot of random stuff.
went to minitoons, played around with kiddy rides, found a fishtank just like t19.
then we chilled at mccafe before we took bus home.
went home with karthi. nearly went with tusha and cheryl.
but he wld be so lonely. so i went with him since my house was nearby anyway. haha.

today was awesome.

Gabby highlighted my double eyelids pink.
haha. damn.
it was like wearing pink eyeliner? hahaha.
yeah. of course she took a pic.
will upload it when i get it.
haha.

woke up at 8am today.
so dead tired.
wanted to go back to slp but...
DAMN! i was so damn late already.
reached sch at about 9am.
was really rushed.
haha. slipped in without e pe teachers catching me.

i wonder.

lost 4-1 to t24.
but 1t20 still rawks.
thanks guys. for e support.
won't forget.
it was a nice run.
T-Y-C-O. but nice xDDD

i've hurt my back anyway.
so today's a mixed day.
and to make it sound more negative.
there was double chi.
and wadever goes with chi is bad in its own right.
haha. thanks debbie. least u accompanied me for a while.

oh. haha. hope deb jie liked her gift! ^.^

sick and tiring day.
and to think supervising was supposed to be slack.
haha. its more tiring than actually walking around doing flag day.
did cip at jurong point with elaine, shu hui and adelene.
LOL. it was damn funny.

elaine and adelene were complaining so much about being tao-ed when we attempted to do flag day. hahahaha.
yeah. of course there were nice pple and rude pple. LOL.
anyway. we stopped doing flag day when e sec sch kids started streaming in to return their tins.

after everything. we were lucky to get some sheets of stickers. haha.
everyone was like... e stickers SO CUTE! haha xDDD

so tat ends a tiring day.
it was fun though it made me sick waiting for hundreds of pple to return with tins.
haha.

kk. mayb e day isnt over.
thanks to PW.

thursday. rebecca visited cjc!
haha. so we were all talking till about 430pm.
it was crazy.
and one of e incidences that was so vivid...
was the cleaner washing the floor.
he started spraying water at us.
tink he didnt even realise altho how we reacted made it obvious.
hahahahahahaha.

oh. aradan was at cjc too.
but he got chased out by michael tan. LOL.
who ask u nv ask pple to lend u cjc uniform?
somemore still come in with sa uniform... haha.

sianx. got caught by my strict chinese teacher.
wasn't expectin that he wldn't be stayin in class.
was talking to debbie xDDD
and damn. he had to just butt in and tell us off.
sorry debbie! i got u into a mixup...

my dear terrie meii visited cjc today!
was having volleyball trg then.
haii. last trg lehh somemore.
damn. i got hit in e eye.
tink i've got a faded blue black.
haha. thanks wei zhou!
it felt as though my eye actually went deeper into e socket.
wonder if i'll see properly again.

oh. we sang deborah happy birthday before trg started too.
its tmr. but we just wanted to make it feel special for her.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBORAH JIEJIE!

i finally donated blood! haha xDDD
cldnt do so in sji cos i was too young.
my birthday's 7 nov for those who dun alr know.
so yes. i was below 16 then.
so i finally managed to donate.
my bandage looks so damn cool. LOL.



so bcos i donated blood.
i was damn weak for e rest of e day.
e rest of e class were like so concern that i'd faint suddenly. haha.

pe was slack anyway as it was held in e gym.
so everyone just did conditioning.
and i didnt do anything.
so it didnt make a diff.

there were 4 fr 1T20 who were gonna donate.
and i ended up becoming e only one. NO!!!!
val had dental ytd so they dint allow her.
esther has low blood pressure (anaemia).
and jon's veins were lost in his arm (as in invisible from his arm's surface)
haha. e nurses dint know where to make an opening to the vein.
smart. go through blood test and checkup and fail when e really matters.

wonder how debbie did... haha xDDD

omigosh. my co-form tutor weighs only 38kg!
i dint know cos i dint pay attention during SD class.
i was only lighter than that when i was sec 2. haha.

my heart has finally freed itself recently ^.^

volleyball trg yesterday.
coach finally came back after such a long time.
he had a motorbike accident 2 weeks ago.
his motorbike skidded and he really grazed his arms.
but now he's finally back and playing volleyball as gd as b4.
supposed to go watch coach's match.
supposed to meet e other volleyballers.
match probably just ended anyway.
i'm stuck here cos i'm not allowed to go.
sucks.

so trg yesterday.
was damn interesting and fun.
haha. it was damn acrobatic.
learnt how to recover after a dive.
learnt how to dive.
coach demonstrated damn nice dives.
lol. tried relearning e steps to spin on my head.
gee. so long ago lehh.

went for band investiture after trg.
haha. was late cos i took a bath and forgot where it was.
until i rmbed much later that sir mentioned e tdc.
all e j1 clarinetists got a pink shirt each fr e seniors.
guys got XS size and gals got XL. lol.
man. u really need to see it.
(will post pics soon)
e atmosphere was fantastic.
e camaraderie would leave everyone in wonderment.
gee. it was a great nite!

Went out with some pple fr IG 31 ytd.
watched Rush Hour 3! damn.
it was a damn nice show complete with gr8 laughs.
esp e bloopers at e end. haha xD
rewatched 'the holiday' at veronica's place.
hmmmm... how applicable.
*sigh*


cjc volleyballers after e run...

Youth for causes 6km run at Sentosa today.
woke up at 515am just to make breakfast and get ready.
took 963 down. somehow. i reached damn early. haha.
so i slept at a corner of the harborfront station.
then shijing and her cousin came.
then e last of everyone else strolled in about 40mins.
i tink it was amanda. haha xD
kk. and jon and andre were late. lol.

took e free shuttle in to tanjong beach.
e volleyball girls started taking pics alr.
so i became a cameraman. lol.
then e run started.
finished in slightly more than half-an-hour?
dint stretch much. plus i slacked off quite a lot.
ran it out mainly with deborah and mich and zhou.
then we all took pics when everyone finished e run.
(will upload when i get e pics fr shijing)

rushed down to cjc for band prac.
haha. i entered e bandroom when sir was interviewing a DSA student.
everyone else was having sectionals. lucky.
so i took a bath. haha xDD
so shiok!

half e pple doing student conductor test were tested today.
sylvester, jiff, faeliq, joey and michelle.
damn. it was funny. haha. it was a real laugh.

so it was a tiring day.
so tired but it was a gd thing.
so tired that i wasnt really affected by anything.

2nd half day in a row.
today was national day celebrations.
e J2 skits were real cool and funny.
e J1 skits were subdued.
e Lord of e Flies skit was unentertaining.
and the teacher mc was quite gay. haha.
sch let off at 11.

went back home to change before going off to meet rest.
lunched as a class at sakae sushi wheelock place.
we stayed right through till about 520pm?
then lilian, jane, shu hui, hc and junkai went to watch rush hour 3.
left quickly so that i wldnt be a lightbulb.
cos there was edwin and esther left. haha.
sorry.

i've been thinkin...
how long more till i finally breakdown?
how long more till my feelings overwrite my better judgement?
how long more till i lose my mind?
how long more can i leave my 'mask' on?

*sigh*
mend me.

mixed.
happy tat i had a half day.
happy tat my piano exam is over.
sad tat i cldnt play bball with e class today.
sad tat i cldnt train vball in e morning today.
sad tat i didnt play well for my piano exam.

had lunch at sch with e class.
they were all like 'GOOD LUCK!' and all...
thanks guys. but it was kinda like a happy sendoff to my grave.
took bus down to practise somemore at Sis. Judy's house.
met Joyce on e bus on e way there.
she was going to take Grade 7.
practised and it seemed to be quite ok.
but i started getting nervous like 10mins before my turn which was after Feng's.

scales first.
everything went fine till chromatics a minor 3rd apart.
i didnt coordinate on the descent and got lost.
e rest were good and ok.

pieces next.
A and C piece was good. i tink.
but not as well as i wanted it to be.
B piece was quite screwed up in e technical part.
least e expression was there.
Beethoven! why do u have to be so brilliant with torturing e left hand?
i'm sorry. but my left hand is small relative to all those angmohs.
best piece was my C piece xDDD

sightreading went ok.
screwed up rhythm once but got back on it.
aural was i dunno...
i know i didnt start singing low enough.
cos i couldnt reach e higher notes later. crap.
i dunno how i did in answering e other qns. haha.

oh well. gotta run xD

cultural nite was last nite.
kk. e church leaders wanted to make it sound more sophisticated and more genuine.
and so they didnt call it talent nite. haha.

had to play 3 pieces.
one piano solo.
one four hand organ duet.
one oboe-piano duet.
dint play well for all of them. haha.
even tho everyone said it was nice.
it was more of e atmosphere i tink.
but e phantom of e opera finale was damn nice.
altho i screwed up e organ part for it a little.

e phantoms and christines and raouls:
andrea (christine) is damn pro lahh. she hit that last note nicely even when it was so damn high.
parker (phantom), casey (raoul), zhiling (christine), marie (christine) and han (phantom)!
u guys rawk my socks! u all sang well! xDD
oh. keefe and james danced really well too. RAWK ON!
tho it mainly drew laughs and applause for being comical.
e its sisters and their cousins had one slick dance too!
damn. i wish i cld cartwheel like that. haha xDD

had band prac at AJC before cultural nite.
was there fr 9 to 5.
sounds like an office job. haha.
saw quite a few old friends from SJI there.
it was quite cool. combined band prac. haha.
played rhapsody by rachmaninoff and best friends march.
haha. as usual... i was damn lousy.
and sir was saying i needed to spend more time practising as a trainee.
had lunch with lilian, jiaxin, hc, edwin, yongdi, max and joey.
ate at kfc. felt constipated after that. crap.
i tink i shan't eat there again. LOL.
then we all went back for student conductor and section leader course.
after that, sir was like asking me abt my commitment in band.
then lilian was trying to draw inferences as to why sir said that.
well... yeah. i'll quit band when e time comes.
i've alr made my mind up to stick it out with my fellow volleyballers.
if i really cant cope. or if i really have to commit.

gee. i slept so much. i only woke up at noon today.
haha. well. its fast sunday. so i wldnt wake up since there wasnt any food. haha.

sch was dull dull dull today.
how nice to just have PW and GP mock...
kk. my grp managed to play out their boredom on stress relievers.
AKA icytower. haha.
we did make some headway into our project too... LOL.

was so dang tired.
must be e boredom getting to me after GP.
practised in e bandroom for a while with e rest before going for volleyball.
was so dang tired.
was so dang lazy.
haha. least i had some energy for formation play and spike trg.

no sun. but i still get a stupid headache.
geez...

*yawns* damn sleepy lahh!

life just feels so wrong...
or is it just sth getting to me?