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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Zzzzzz... at sch now...
RECESS TIME!!!
so dogtired...
lessons so boring...
hahaz...

well... hahaz...
Idol Fever is over... like FINALLY!!!
dun care who won... hahaz...
Os and Stake Youth Musical comin up...
now tat's more interesting... hahaz...

hmmm... playin keyboard for SJI S4 Graduation...
tat's jus this saturday...
4 years... gone by so fast... or fast?

41 days to 'O's... from today...

Monday, September 25, 2006

hahaz... 2dae was xtra slack...
had S4 graduation practice e whole time... lol...
all u gotta do is go up, look decent and get ur record...
hahaz... xtremely lame lor...
oh... and haha... Shawn Poh forgot to zip his pants... hahaz...

hmmm... after tat... everyone wrote their letters to their parents...
havnt finished yet... still got loads more...
went back to e PAC to go through English Paper 2...
got 32/50 - thanks to a crapped up compre and a sweet summary...

After tat... had lunch with Chu Xian and Roy... fellow lothairean...
er... e name comes from e grp name from lasallian leadership training camp...
hahaz... and we're both gold award winners!!! yeah!!!
hmmm... talked to Chu Xian abt Pris... and prelims...

took 151 to KAP...
then took 970 home...
met Kelly on e bus... hahaz...
chatted abt this and that and that...
er... kk... i forgot wat it was abt...

oh... and i was playin FF VIII again earlier... xP
i really need a break... before muggin again... lol...

from this day its officially... 42 days to 'O's

Thursday, September 21, 2006

... and tat marks e end of prelims folks!!!
hahaz... yep... prelims is history... gone... wow...
well... ytd was A.math...
it was 2 hrs...
slpt for half-an-hr...
finished e paper...

haizz... its been hard...
and thankfully its gone now...
i am so SAVVY now...

played badminton wif...
Vern(gorr),YL(gorr), Johnson, Gandi(Gerald)...
then had 1 round of chi chess wif Johnson...
yeah... beat him...
with 'bing-kia' power... haha...

and... crap...
i've got leg cramps today...
tat's jus lame lor...

gonna resume playin FFVIII today.. haha xP

Monday, September 18, 2006

wahahaha... e.maths paper 2dae...
was stumped at first 2 qns...
*sneezed* ah-choo... wat? er... every other minute...
for 2-and-a-half hrs... haha...
*yawns* felt lyk slpin...
least i completed...

played chi chess wif Vern(gorr) and Johnson after tat...
haha... i beat Johnson! but i won and lost to Vern...
crap... now Vern and me 4-4 lehh...

oh no... on e bus back...
i started tinkin again... *ARGH*
and i promised to stop... *ARGH*
got back home...
dozed off immediately...
slept for 2-and-a-half hrs...
woke up to practice piano...
*yawns* feelin sleepy again...
now chatting wif YL(gorr) on msn... haha...

o... there's bio tmr... hmmm...
a.math on wednesday... last and final prelim paper!!!
hahaz... lol...
gtg now... qiaoz for now...

Sunday, September 17, 2006

2dae was e normal average full-of-meetings sunday...
took bus then mrt to church...
had priesthood meeting...
tat's when i heard abt e details of e stake youth musical...
it sure really looks lyk it RAWKS!!!
chester, max, wenjie was there...
haha... chao weird lor...

normal sunday session...
haha... 1st time i prepared sacrament in a long time...
lol... oh well...
2dae was primary presentation...
haha... chao funny...

then had byc meeting...
discussed abt stake youth musical... again...
went home in Bro. and Sis. Tong's car...
Chloe and Ying Er were there in e car...
lol... talking abt stake youth musical... again...
and exams... and Singapore Youth Orchestra...
and violin and piano... haha... lol...

chilled at home... was raining lyk crazy 2dae again...
felt lyk slpin... *yawns*... hahaz...
dinner is now! outz...

Saturday, September 16, 2006

whee!!! its e weekend...
been...
tinkin'... dunno lahh...
dun feel lyk practicing math or piano...
cant keep myself busy enough...
crap lahh... now oso cant stop tinkin...
slpin... hahaz...
well... its jus too comfy to slp when its rainin'...
hahaz... its been a slack day...

still raining out here...!!!
so nice and cool...
i cant believe i woke up lor...
was hopin to slp thru to tmr? hahaz xP
nahh... i'll pass goin to clementi ward...
it'll be worse for me... sorry ya all...
but i'm still a toa payoh warder... hahaz...
YEAH!!! STAKE YOUTH MUSICAL COMIN UP... lalala...

Friday, September 15, 2006

... sometimes...
its best to leave everything e way it is...
u've made some bad choices...
live with it...
there's really no turning e clock back...

life is moulded by ur choices...
make e right ones...
everything passes with time...

u tink its gd to pursue e matter...?
... sometimes...
its best to leave EVERYTHING e way it is....

physics today... ok lahh... huh?
dint do bad... or extremly, extremely well...
haha... ms tan was lyk comforting me...
i was so darn stressed up... WA!!!

prelims halfway thru...
next week and its OVER!!!
then its results... darn e anxiety...
then its Os... drat...
then i wont be busy enough not to tink abt... *ARGH*

Thursday, September 14, 2006

everything is going topsy turvy...
i dunno wat's goin on...
outside e 4 walls in my study...
all i know is tat i hav to mug...
someone... please tell me!!!

phew... least my biggest worry is goin by...
tink i did ok lahh... huh?
had A.math and history today...
slept only 3 hrs... felt lyk dozing off during both papers...
A.math... was tinkin abt other things...
since time was passin by so slowly...
still... i had enough time to finish up...
History... er... was gd? heh heh...

physics is on tmr...
wa!!! ... forgot some stuff..
now muz go mug again... *yucks*

Life is simply gettin SWEETER as e days go by...
can it be as sweet between us? xP

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

waaa!!! after tinkin through...
i tink i messed up chem a little ytd...
stupid... i mixed up sulphite and sulphide...
and many other lame crap...
ar wellz... its over alr...
hopefully still can ace it...

*yawns* been muggin' all morn and afternoon for history...
and i've still got 1 more chapter to go...
thankfully i hav this off day from sch...
no papers for me today!!! yeah...
tmr there's a.math 1 and history...
e more fun subs... lalala...
better do gd for tmr...

confused... frightened... indecisive...
tats wat i've become since then...
how stupid of me... ar wellz...
life jus really is like a box of chocs...
sweet... bitter... bleargh...
i knew this wld come... it doesnt matter anymore...
if u ever read this tat is... unlikely...

time to pia somemore...
finish history and then move on to a.math memory defilibration...
haha... Gandi Chang (Gerald) likes tat word...
time to fly now...

Monday, September 11, 2006

whee...!!! jus finished ss and e.math 1 today...
sorry Mrs. Laj... but i tink i screwed up SBQ...
i dunno... but my mind was filled wif other things...
y then? *argh*
cldnt get into my arts mind... hahaz...
anyway... e.maths was fun... hahaz...
had lyk 1/2 an hr left to slp...

feelings so mixed...
bloggin in sch...
roy jus gave me a account of all e art work in e arts corner...
hahaz... so lame...

slept at 12...
woke up twice in e middle of e nite...
*argh* tink its jus e stress tat's gettin to me...
woke up at 430 to study a little bit more for ss...

tmr's chem...
been muggin lyk crap for this...
things really hav to turn out for e better...
results and... er... u know...
i dun wan it to be lyk this between u and me...

dun feel lyk having lunch...
goin home as soon as i finish copying down these chem ans...
life's a mess... time to clean up my act...

Saturday, September 09, 2006

my last day of muggin for e exams b4 they actually start...
cant mug on sunday... u see...
phew... i've done everything except for history...
sorry Mrs. Laj...!!! but dun worry... i'll make up for lost time...
hahaz... 2 days to prelims... e anxiety...!!! *argh*
i'm ready... i'm ready... i'm ready... i tink...

hmmm... ytd was pretty lame and fun...
and a little on e weird side too...
hmmm... had fun wif...
Bea (my meii now too... lol)
Amanda, Myra, Jes, Ying Er...
Mike, Sherwayne, WenJie
tink i dint leave anyone out...

haha... played blackjack wif...
Myra, Jes, Ying Er and WenJie...
so lame lah... sorry lor...
i deal gd cards only when i'm happy lor...
hahaz... WenJie...
u really need to brush up on ur card tricks...
failed so many times...

man... was corban weird...
wat e hell was he tinkin?
u aint supposed to be doin all those... er...
stupidly disgusting stuff...
dude... dun try it...

well... was real hurt ytd...
well... Bea will know... hahaz... ask her...
or ACORN!!! haha...
sry... tat i felt suicidal and all...
but fine... its prelims all e way now...
nth else... i hope i can stay true to tat...

Friday, September 08, 2006

another day of mad studyin...
i cant believe it...
finished 3 chapters of ss in wat...
er... 1 hour...? hahaz...
better blitz everything now...
hmmm... last bit of chem up next...

waa... everything so last minute one...
supposed to finish ss lyk 2 weeks ago...
well... i was doin math and sci intensively...
at least i'm safe on tat... i tink...

least my mind is clear too...
but i still hope for those gd times...
when i cld at least laugh wif u...
*sobs* can we really jus go back...?

noo... i'm tinkin too much as usual...

oh.. and sorry meii...
i was piaing my ss at tat time...
and dun worry...
i tink i'll live...

Thursday, September 07, 2006

truthfully... i nv thought one bit...
when i sent tat msg...
i'm so stupid and insensitive sometimes...
i dunno wat i was tinkin on e bus back... *hits self*
i jus wan e gd times back...
those times tat i cld at least laugh wif u...
all gone... nth left now...
can e clock really be turned back now?

its e last day of seminary...
feelings so mixed... gd or bad? argh...

well... there was jus this extra session...
erm... testimony bearing and ...
some 'wheel of fortune' game...
er... i dint bear my testimony...
haha... so pai seh...
my junior WenJie did...
shld be i set e example... wa!!!
haha... anyway...
its all OVER!!!

haha... my year totally onned e other years...
at 'wheel of fortune'... by at least 200+ pts..
haha... jus been snacking on a MARS bar...
whee... YEAR 3 RAWKS!!!

well... it doesnt really matter...
no talk... tat's fine wif me...
even if i run after u... its no use...
i wont stop u... jus leave... its fine...
i'll jus forget EVERYTHING...
i've got my other priorities...
Life jus has to go on...
and i wan at least 14pts for prelims...
it came and went jus lyk tat...
at least everything's back to "normal"...

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

gosh... haha...
it was so crazy after seminary...
e squirrel(me)... went crazy... hahaz...
i dunno... my head was spinnin like crazy...
cldnt stand up... wahaha...
amanda was like so lame lah...
say dunno wat in chi...
lyk 'dun get knocked down or sth...'
and blah blah blah...
and boo... u left so quickly again...
nvm... i dun really care one bit now...

but... YEAH!!! haha...
i hav finally finished scripture mastery...
and on e 2nd last day...
phew... tat's over...
now its only prelims on my mind...
kk? nth else... i'm convincing myself...

hahaz... went to sch...
studied wif Chu Xian n Gerald...
played bball wif...
Chu Xian, Gerald, Yang Jun, Tommy...
er... forgot hu else leh...

hmmm... least e day itself was FUN!!!
well... thanks to everyone hu made my day...
u know hu u are... hahaz... xDDD

Monday, September 04, 2006

sheesh... so lame...
cldnt blog ytd... haiz...
oh well... erm... ytd... 3rd sept
went for church stake conference ...
sang in church stake choir...
choir did great!!! haha... whee!!!
hmmm ... got a little bored during e talks...
samuel (joshie's younger bro)... haha...
he was like freezing ... even tho he wrapped himself wif a sweater ...

oh yeah... oh yeah...
and before all tat...
gosh... Ariel... she... er... looked real nice...
haha... i dunno wat i did... but i jus scrammed...
tink she was laughing a little...
but... nutz... after conference...
she left so quickly...
dint get to talk one bit... wa!!!

oh... erm... 2dae...kk...
wasnt too bad...
woke up early for seminary as usual...
all sleepy... cldnt tink... wahaha...
nutz... cldnt talk to u again..
er... so stayed back after seminary...
had fun rather than study chem...
lol...kandace and bryan so retarded lah...
haha...so i jus did work with feng in another room...

*yawns*
got back home...
*yawns* again...
slept for... wat... 4 hrs? hahaz...
started practicin piano...
now using com...wa!!!
i dunno... i jus dun hav mood to study proper...
prelims in a week only... wake up benji!!!

Saturday, September 02, 2006

HEY ALL... hahaz...
teachers' day celeb was fun... (31st august)
there were pics of all e teachers when they were young...
hahaz... some look so nerdy... some look v. cute as babies...
even e principal was a joke... hahaz...

gosh... time goes by so fast...
went to de la salle...
met min hui, gary, allan, sabrina, rebecca, and amin...
e guys are all abt e same...
only e girls chg a lot... and i mean a lot... hahaz...

yeah... fun chatting for wat? 3 hrs plus doin nth...
so crap lor... e security chase us out...
but nvm... was goin anyway... had piano lesson...
wahahaha... my batch was e best!!! whee...

had dance ytd (1st sept)... haha...
gosh... was it fun...
thanks a million Ariel... haha... for e dance... and everything else...
hope u lyk it... whee...... lalalala...
wow... i feel so much lighter... heehee...
Kandace and Marion(my meii-acorn) too...

everything was almost great ytd? xD
except for tat one bit... well... days cant always be perfect...