tired.

I've been letting you down, down
Girl I know I've been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
When I should've played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

She was kind of exciting
A little crazy I should've known
She must have altered my senses
'Cause I offered to walk her home
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

A stupid mistake
she means nothing to me
(nothing to me)
I swear every word is true
don't wanna lose you

The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

what is this i'm going through?
*sigh*



is everything really alright?
why do i fool myself sometimes?
wait. why do i fool myself all e time?

everything's fine. u might have hurt me but we're back to being good friends.
i know i was damn insecure this morning...
i pray i don't become like that again.
i hope i don't get anyone too worried...
its nice that we talked it out. good that u gave me that space before we talked.
it made everything much easier when we actually talked it out on e way back to class.

i hope everything's cool... i hope everything's fine on ur side too.
its really gr8 tat things worked out x)
i wldnt be able to live otherwise...
thank u and thank u Lord.

life's good x)

fun in the no. 20.
there was racial harmony day celebs last thursday.
e whole class wore sth linked with racial harmony! haha.


lulu, me and jumbo!


suck deep...


flanked by my wonderful neighbor and HTC... hee.
and the solid canoeist...


my PW grp leader... haha.


stickman! and spikes... lol.


the 2 darkest pple in class
(not racist here)


african, me and natad...
took this when they were playing bridge...


LEO-NARD, Doc Lee Yong Kiat and e clever xiongxiong x)


hc and natad e terrorist. haha


2 sweet-looking ones...


hc and me!


T20! omigosh... sng sng actually smiles... haha.

everything cant be abt t20 only...


janey and luoer!


christina and benji tara christina. hee.

breaking my back.
i know ur name alr.
i have ur company alr.
so its not cos of u...

actually... i got backache.
cos of BEACH volleyball.
SPIKE 07 was today.
e referees called for fouls unheard of in e court volleyball.
and then there were so many pros...
so of course it was an uphill task to qualify for e quarters.
which we didnt qualify for in e end.

skipped PTM cos i was gonna be late anyway.
so i just went home straight from competition instead.

freshened up to meet e rest at e SJIMB Concert at NUS UCC.
met lilian and hc at e entrance before going in...
e rest were LATE. but they managed to get in anyway...
after e opening song... so they didnt really miss anything.

wasnt too spectacular. but a good performance nonetheless.
sjimb was normal. alumni was better. haha.... duhh.
jia and i were like talking for quite a bit during e concert. haha. whoops!
and lilian burst her pimple slpin. somehow... *clueless*
she kept asking if she looked fine... haha. u look alright... k?

then walked lilian and hc to e bus stop after concert ended...
before running back to UCC to get a ride home. haha.

Thank u thank u thank u... THANK U LILIAN xD

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Time Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

I've got to be honest, I've been waiting for you all my life
For so long I thought I was asylum bound
But just seeing you makes me think twice
And being with you here makes me sane
I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side

am i gonna keep tinkin like this? haii...

still... i'm such a failure...

walked ard town with hc and james.
haha. kk. we met some others along e way.
and we saw this small boy who's damn pro at e drumset.
he was performing outside taka there. coolness.
and hc was like "wa lau! he so pro. can DSA!" haha.

i dunno why i'm thot of this way...
but i'll change. i aint gonna let things happen this way.
mayb sometimes i drift from too sensitive to being completely insensitive.
whatever it is... if it be so... i hope everyone forgives me.
thanks to david and hc... u guys really helped x)

volleyball trg was tiring even tho i alr cut some slack by not doing pt.
before that... i had pe in e morning... and i almost died.
was supposed to run 10 rounds only... but i ran 4 because of my bad leg.
so Mr. Liew told me to make up e 6 rounds by doing 200 situps and 100 pushups.
and i was alr supposed to have done 25 pullups. haha.
least i finished everything! *phew*

now i have to play long spike!
oh well... nvm... its just as fun x)
coach did formation training with us again.
then we had some extra strenuous setting session.
haha. but it was cool and fun!

had dinner with e bandmembers.
we took really long to decide where to eat. haha.
went to MOS then walked out. only to go to KFC.
haha. jia was complaining abt eating e zinger burger for 3 times in a week.
in e end she ate half and gave e other half to lilian and max.

volleyball trg today. and band prac after that. AGAIN!
trg was exhausting. prac was so relaxed (for me only lahh...)
least i caught timing for long spike postition...
and serving is quite nice now.
i finally did a damn damn damn nice float. 100% pure floater. haha.
haha. e rest died trying to get e ball.

i feel lousy. i cant even bring myself to talk... to u...
well... tat's just today. i hope it doesnt carry on this way.
*sigh*

moon crashed cjc today!
havnt seen her since she left for trinity college in melbourne...
and it was possible thanks to lilian! many thanks... ^.^
gee... now i have to repay u in some way... heh...

haha. i just realised today i suck at batting.
haha. but it's been e 1st time since i picked up a bat...
e class played softball together during pe today.
had to pitch extra slow otherwise it wld spoil everyone else's fun.

phew... least i dint screw up mids.
yesssss! i wont be grounded till 'A's xDDD
hope i can get a new phone x) cheese!

organ session after church.
bishop kept stressing abt change in register.
wa. ying er, marie, andrea and me were like receiving a lecture. haha.

haha. but that didnt stop us from joking ard.
asking Bro. Low and Bro. Koh to play e organ next...
when they hadnt a clue what was going on.
and when they didnt even know how to play. lol.

then ying er and i talked abt music and stuff...
abt e other instruments we were learning besides our common ones.
piano and organ. haha.
wa! her harp weights 37kg!
heavier than my weight in sec2. 32kg. haha.
then we joked abt what instrument she was gonna pick up for her 5th.
add what to e list of piano, organ, harp and violin? haha.
tuba? haha.

talking to jia...
its nice tat u have such a gr8 friend jia xDDD

ytd was a gd day!
ytd also killed me...
got home looking like some undead crap...
i've got really bad panda eyerings! haha.

yeah! say mommy jane and candice back in cj after so long...
they came back to play volleyball with us. so cool lahh...
crap. zhou and andre damn competitive siahh...
yucks lahh. i tink they crap my style sometimes.
aiyah... since they want e position so much...
mayb shld just give it to them.
haha. u 2 still have to learn to dig and set properly horr!

cut from volleyball trg early to attend e remainder of band.
i was damn wet. so i just took a bath.
haha. sir was like WTH? when i walked into e band room in pe...

got some stupid headache because of e sun...
i tink my brain has become fried eggs by now.
cant tink properly nowadays.
knocked out early ytd nite.

today... was quite a warm day.
aircon wasnt working it LT3 when we had GP lect.
was half-sweating during e whole thing.
and e pace e lecturer was talking at wasnt helping.

i tink i'm dead for piano exam next month.
i dun really have much hope lehh...
there goes $320 for nth. lol.

WA! i wanna play clarinet for jap graff.
dun wanna play percussion. its chao ji boring.
dun even know what i'm supposed to play.
improvise? big question mark there...
i'm not even a percussionist.
so thanks tarun! i'll practice damn hard xDDD

yeah. i'm feeling happier as e days go by.
really feel as tho we can really talk like those days we used to... haii x)
no. this is not wonderland. this is reality.

watched transformers today.
chem prac in e morning.
then walk ard town with class.
then went to cine to meet jie.

transformers e movie is the shit. haha.
damn damn damn nice.
gd enough for a re-watch and another and another.
haha.
*sob* e pontiac died.

thanks again huifang jie!
it was quite a swell time.

i thoUGHt my troubles were all over.
i thoUGHt i wldnt ever tink like this again in a long time.
i thoUGHt i wld finally take that burden off.
i thoUGHt i wld finally be free after mids.
i thoUGHt wrong.

crap. i'm feeling wrong this morning.
crap. i dun even know wad this is all abt.
crap. i dun wanna listen to all tat again.
crap. i dun wanna have to do wad ppl wan.
crap. all this is just CRAP.

shut it. i dun even know if i control myself.
shut it. i dun even know if i'm myself.
shut it. these chains aren't gonna hold me down for long.
shut it. i'm just imaginary.
shut it. wad's the meaning of family now?