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Thursday, May 31, 2007

yeah. i finally managed to go out today. haha. so happy.
not jus cos i was able to go out. heehee.

met Lilian at parkway parade.
she was nearby cos she had piano lesson at her teacher's hse which was close by.
walked ard looking at stuff while waiting for simeon.
then we had lunch at yoshinoya when simeon arrived.
haha. simeon was complaining at how it was a rip-off.

took bus down to town to find a cineplex to watch pirates.
met nicholas at cine at e same time. haha.
then we walked all e way to ps.
before going to e cathay and then back to ps.
by some funny incident we got tix when we were deciding to watch pirates on another day. lol.
this guy just came up to us and asked us if we wanted to take over his tix fr him.

pirates was damn good in my opinion.
haha. Lilian actually liked it.
haha. see? i told u pirates was not-to-be-missed
she said watching Mr. Bean with e class was stupid.
well... tat's Bean isnt it?

stupid shoulder. aching like no tmr.
least i wont be exerting myself at volleyball trg tmr. cos there's band x)
aiyah... either way. i wont be able to do volleyball trg.
sick and injured. lol.


Wednesday, May 30, 2007

band or volleyball?
cjcsb* or cjcvb?
clarinet or spiking?
crap. i cant bear to leave either.

thanks to all e ppl who have been there.
those who shared e gr8 times.
those who have been there with me through difficult times.
i greatly appreciate it.
i also apologize if my choice doesn't go well with any of u.

fact is... mayb i thought i cld try to work sth out.
but then... tat didnt happen.
practised e clarinet during sectionals ytd.
but i cldnt blow well as e day wore on cos i was alr sick fr volleyball trg e prev day.

had fun playing pool with my classmates(1T20!) and some of e band members. haha!
we were playing before band at 2pm. we were late cos of cab problems.

going for what might be my last volleyball trg later. so sad...
but dun worry... its not confirmed yet.


Monday, May 28, 2007

joseph was baptised ytd. yeah! haha x)
make sure u come for YC too.
meii. dun stalk him hor. haha!
after baptism, took 66 home with germaine.
talked abt random stuff. and YC programme.
when we got to toh yi area, it started to pour.
so yeah. got wet. what else?

hoping to get Bs for e past 2 papers. GP and econs.
tryin to be optimistic. but those 2 were really the subs i was weakest at.
cos i dun wan my grades to turn into a topic for a series of scoldings.

hectic week coming up. with more of them to come.
call this e hols? what's more, gotta study for mids.
volleyball on odd days. band on even days.
all except for sunday when i'll be at church.
yeah! least i can go watch pirates this thursday after band! x)

volleyball trg at 230pm. gotta go get ready.
still have to spike simeon for not sloggin it out with band for SYF. haha.
oh... and also to scare wei zhou with one too. haha.


Saturday, May 26, 2007

General Paper last thursday was... i dunno. i'm rather indifferent.
For H1 Econs which was just ytd, i'm just hoping to pass.
i was slacking by the 1 1/2 hour mark of e paper cos i didnt know of what else to write.
was tempted to play on my GC. haha x)

sad life. getting scolded day in day out.
thanks for comforting me. all those who did.
thanks Lilian! thanks Deb Jie! thanks hf!

had band prac today. met e 1t20 ppl at beauty world macs.
they were having breakfast. so i just came by so tat i cld meet up with e band ppl of 1t20.
we arrived in sch late. haha. ChinChow, Ewephant, Lilian and me.

sir is staying. haha.
tat means simeon wont wanna come back either way.
first he praised our playing during syf.
then he pointed all e errors and whatever he was unhappy abt.
dunno whether it contradicted. lol.
after today, i'm still a little lost on my part in playing e nsb song.
experimenting on 3 of them before we actually pick one.
american graf, jap graf and tokyo sth (i forgot e title).

had lunch with syairah, phoebe, michelle, jade, guin and dominic @ far east.
ordered hot plate seafood. haha. e sauce looked gelatinous.
jade, syairah and dominic were telling me not to play with my food.
met sir and some other band members on e way out to orchard mrt.
how does sir know? wa... must be nicholas...
oh well... ppl are bound to know in e end.
haha. even all e girls in volleyball know. lol.

*yawns* tired... Zzzzzz...


Monday, May 21, 2007

cjcsb gets to perform at SYF presentation nite!
...kickass man...

so wad if we didn't get GOLD w/o honors?
this just makes everything a whole lot sweeter x)
...kickass man...


Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Del started a cjcsb study group 2 days ago. haha.
we all went to bishan library and sat at e cushioned chairs only to end up sitting on the floor and using the cushioned chairs as tables. haha.
Attendance wasn't so good as it was a first.
Lilian, Jia, Del, Joa, Edwin, Sherman, and me. haha.
Hong Chow was there at e 1st part of it but he didnt study.
He was going to buy gifts for Jane (our dear HTC) as her birthday was just ytd.
Lilian and I went browsing e shops with him.
He got Jane a hand puppet fr sesame street.
Lilian got a 'happy birthday' flower.
and i got e card for e whole class to write in.
Valerie got a choc cake from chocz.

Hong Chow left. so Lilian and I were left to get Sherman some food from Macs.
everyone's in love with e SYF recording. we were all listening to it on Tarun's iPod.
sry again Tarun! thought u were coming so i took e iPod along for everyone to listen to x)

continued studying and listening to Lilian's MP3s on her phone through one ear.
she got cold. i dunno. but she got cold. as in literally.
so i lent her my volleyball jacket.
weird stuff happens somehow.
when we were abt to leave to take neoprints (suggested by Lilian), toe cramp strikes.
massaged her toe. haha. we were joking abt how dirty it was to do tat.

met KiatSoon at J8. and he joined us for e 1st round of neoprints.
Nicholas joined us for e 2nd round. haha.
tat was one of e times e craziness of e band. haha.
poor Lilian paid everything. hey ppl! make sure to pay her back. haha.

1T20 celebrated Jane's bdae ytd in the normal CJCian style.
make sure they get e full attention of everyone in e canteen by singing them a happy bdae.

today was so lame lahh.
served detention for coming down from class late.

waste time siahh... had to get off volleyball trg early.
oh well... least there was e company of abt half of 1T20. haha.


Band BBQ this friday! x)



Saturday, May 12, 2007

No sch for band as there was band SYF ytd. and CJCSB showed why they were gold standard.
despite many reviews saying we sounded a hell lot better than ACJC, we didnt get honors when they did. oh well.
Aaron was saying how he owned ACJC contra-bass. haha.
its been months of practice for everyone else. e atmosphere during performance was really thick. we simply delivered. thanks to the many ppl who made it possible.

Sev talked for a while back in sch abt how it really was a miracle that everyone put in their best. Thanked a whole lot of ppl for their significant contributions. and then, tau pok started. haha.

e whole band lingered a little longer in sch before actually moving to e bus stop and filling e 105 that came. went over to far east plaza to have band dinner. ate with Lilian, JiaXin, Tarun, Max, Aaron, Eric, Faeliq, BenToh. alright alright. to keep it short. e whole clarinet section. haha. some of us had long john's, KFC and burger king in burger king. haha. saw e volleyballers having dinner at subway. sry ppl. had to have dinner with band.

darn. wished i cld have joined e rest for movie. but... haii. nvm. went ard saying goodbyes to everyone. and when i left they all said one in unison. haha.

gosh. my band life is over for e contract period. haha. or is it just about to begin? x)
no worries. i'm still in volleyball.


Thursday, May 10, 2007

2 days ago. was mishel's bdae. x)
haha. got her a small bdae cake.
u sure it was totally unexpected mish'L?

2nd last day with e band.
last band practice before tmr's SYF.
i'm takin a break from it. haha.

crap. i've become an insomaniac.
no thanks to PW.

even when nth goes right.
u always told me to be myself.
i'm trying to live up to that x)


Thursday, May 03, 2007

I wonder where you are
I wonder what your thinking about tonight
I wonder
Maybe you're alone
Maybe you've been crying just like me
I wonder
I don't know why I lost your touch
Maybe I wanted to be loved too much

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

I told you every day
I told you every night in every way
I love you

Maybe you got scared
Maybe I have nothing else to say
But I love you
So baby now my life's a mess
cos I couldn't love you any less

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

Too soon
It's not right
It's not fair
It's in you baby cuts like a knife
what if you were the love of my life

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

we got too serious to soon
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
too serious too soon
I wanted you too love me

It's been a rainy afternoon
Now I'm Staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon


Wednesday, May 02, 2007

double whammy today.
volleyball trg + band prac.
manageable? er. i dunno. its a real killer.
speaking of killer.
i've got this headache which is really doing me in.

to jiaxin and simeon.
thanks. but its really for her to decide.
u all can do whatever it is u've thought of.
but it really boils down to what she tinks.
i'm gonna give her all e time in e world if i have to.


Tuesday, May 01, 2007

gonna be comin home to an empty lifeless four walls.
good or bad?

u look nice today. i dunno how to describe.
ur smile was warm. i love it. x)
though we may not be, i just cant help it.


called


mushi mushi?
my name is benji. really benjamin. but i prefer benji/benjy all the more. i have a convenient birthday - the 7th of november and oh no i'm 20 this year.

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