Just very recently, I've been watching tubes on David Sides who's this really awesome play-by-ear pianist and here I am wishing that 'hey. I wish I could do that.' then i go to the next vid and then i go 'hey. i wish i could do that too.' And then i look back on the songs I've put effort into arranging and the reasons to why I arranged them. Some of them were out of passion, some of them were out of dedication purposes which have kinda led to some of my most emo moments and the rest were plain playful. But since not so recently, the schedule is just dogged with nothing else but jumping into army fatigue and getting scarred by my own instability leading to a pretty unproductive me. gotta change that last bit.

so here i am just having enjoyed a kinder bueno and sipping down self-concocted ribena looking down at my once again ruined feet thanks to a 32 odd km route march with small little side events that just added time to the meter of the whole course of one night. i know its pretty late to do a resolution for the year so i'll just do one for the remainder of the year here. this owing to the fact that a whole lot of work had to be cleared during the first 6 or 7 weeks of this year. i'll probably do one up in my journal later on so this is probably gonna be brief.

the agenda for 2010:
1) get my driver's license
2) arrange 5 songs of choice or request
3) do my SATs so i can study in the states (this is kinda late)
4) learn how to play the guitar
5) finally actually manage to solve the cube
6) commission
7) resume popping and locking lessons
8) learn how to bake something else besides cookies and pineapple tarts
9) err... clean my room. haha.

oh yay! its one day less from a year to ORD! pink IC come back to papa :D

hope valentine's was good. cya all (: