the things u observe when ure doing things when everyone else is sweating it out at the playground. i really saw a bee struggle. it was in like those ginormous (to them) pools of water doing a back stroke trying to get itself out. it was like a toddler almost drowning in the deep end of a kids' pool. so i shifted it out with my boot and it was able to walk. but the weirdest of things happened. an ant (soldier size) came and attacked the bee struggling to "walk" (i just realized bees don't exactly walk), and then killed it and picked it up and headed back towards its nest i suppose. kinda reminds me of the first madagascar when marty was feeling sad that alex turned cannibalistic and was walking away from carnivore land when he helped a duckie away from a place with snakes and owls into a small pool only for a crocodile to eat it.

so am i black with white stripes or white with black stripes? i'm past 18 and i still don't know.