you could say that it was the feeling of not having my spiritual battery given a little recharge as i had to make do with helping out at work the on the first sunday this month. it somewhat... er... retarded me in the sense that i felt like i moved back and started facing things that had distracted me. it was definitely a hard 2 weeks but this conference has at least helped me find that peaceful feeling again. i'm definitely gonna choose properly who i want to be and not let my head sway and get distracted by certain things. and that means THAT too. not when its most crucial when i'm about to be plunged in some jungle infested camp with who knows what i have to prepared for.
before going for institute on saturday, i was seriously tested on my integrity. it was a matter of $15 and well... i hope that by having chosen the right then made an impact to who i was working with even if it may have been rightful excess though i doubt it. it was so busy and i guess she decided not to punch in the orders. thank goodness i made the right choice. it sure felt good.
Pres. O'Grady's talk about how God looks on the heart really struck me as a serious point of reflection since it has been made known to we would be judged according to our works and the desires of our heart. Exactly how honest in heart am I? Am i really willing? Have i done anything to show this?
all this a coincidence? I don't think so. And Bishop McMullin definitely doesn't either.
