man. i thought this juncture in life (the break i'm having now) was meant to be a well relaxed one. but come to think of it... whenever i think i'm free and minding my own business it seems that i really don't have that much time before everything will just flash by. somehow... yes, i feel my life has already been chartered. national service is a must, then there's the strong or definite likelihood of a mission straight after and then its time to take a plunge right back in and go back to the books.

sign. the pressure of life. quote 'that's life' (sounds like sth KANDACE always says)