crap. i dunno why things have taken a turn for the worse so much this week. and only today have things brightened up today. thankfully for the sabbath. if it hadn't turned out any better, i would really have loved to hang myself.

i'm really have to apologize BIG TIME to the cj volleyball team.

wasted time at school ytd. can't believe ptm duty was so draggy. ended up doing lame stuff with mei xiu like playing hand games. got paired with her somehow as i got to school late for duty. oh geez... and please dun even talk about ptm. amazingly it was rather positive comments coming from Mrs Sng about portfolio and expectations wise, but it wasn't a positive results analysis by the parents.

now for just some good things to destroy the mood of pessimism

thanks for making the effort sister. least that has made this week's problems a wee bit lighter.
thanks to all e people at church who has ended this week of problems with a light hearted day.
mutual this friday! but where are we going and what are we doing? we still dunno... haha.

cj volleyball played sr volleyball and they got owned.
went to watch e SYO concert last thurs! it was fantastic! i think e shotaskovic piece had e most impact! but e other 2 were really good too anyway. haha. nice going ying er! nice going tommy!