i know i've been totally unlike e benji of prev times at times.
i really want to apologize for whatever and however i have wrong or displeased anyone.
especially to some ppl. especially to...

most of u already know my other side of my life out of sch.
i'm so sry... i seem to have vented my frustration in the wrong way.
u know how life has been for me...
u've seen some part of it with ur own eyes.
other times... u wld have heard some parts of it...
i hope u understand... u've always been so. really... u've been one blessing in my life.
however... i still recognize that it is totally my fault...
i did not handle myself properly. i'm so sry.
i became so insecure because of the frustration.
i thot too much...

i promise... i'll chg for e better. in every aspect.

nonetheless... even with all this, i have to put it all behind me now...
and anyway... hope u enjoy UR day x)