messsyyyyy

alright alright. no more getting flustered over all that. i'm done. volleyball is e word. dance was cool, but... fine... there are sometimes things need to be let go of to pursue another path. my public apology to my friends who have decided to stay at dance for leaving them. Joy, LuoEr, Geraldine, Jonathan & Lynette... SORRY! i'd love to take up both dance and volleyball, but i've made my choice... and its just not dance.

yep. tat's right. i'm gonna be alot more tanned than i am alr.

another day has passed. i have to live by reality. i have to live through everyday. i've got no guts... period. no. tat's not right. i dun wan to approach e matter and screw up and go into depression and serious thought all over again and again and again. but if i dun do it... i never will. *argh* i'm so dead confused.

so this was how it all went. ended sch. met up with Geraldine. she had lunch while i ate nth as i wanted to save money. so we left for e dance room as soon as she got chged. did warmups. ran 4 rounds... or was it 5 rounds? anyway... it was a short distance ard e quad. Jonathan was commenting on how e J2 dancers were so unfit. haha! i second that. warmups consisted of wad everyone normally has. only difference was e part when they made us go into split positions. alright alright... for us guys... its half splits. we're just not so flexible... all e gals made it look so easy! We wanted to celebrate Fathers' Day.

introductions took place. i can only rmb my SJI seniors' names and some others... and then Ryan e dance instructor came along to choreograph and teach us our SYF item. he dint even have an idea what sort of genre it was... it was one word... weird! e song was really not one most wld have come across. i dun tink u'd have any idea either. no one did. it was enjoyable but not as much as volleyball... i'd tend to think. little interaction with anyone else except between my 5 other friends and me as mentioned earlier. Ryan was getting all angry and started scolding e club's members for not putting their soul in e dance and not tryin to... for just messing ard. seriously... i dun tink anyone did.

rushed down to volleyball and gave everyone my word. i'm stayin and tat's final! i love my services. i'm gettin loads better. oh shoot... there's hmwk to do and i havnt even started 1 bit. tat's e same as 1/8 byte. haha! sorry... being lame.